YelloPain ft. Jen Miller – Last Time

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Artist: YelloPain
Featuring: Jen Miller
Copyright: UpFront Media & Entertainment
Licensing: UpFront Media & Entertainment

Subtitled music video

Official lyrics

Run away again.
I can’t keep running from the world,
and I know I said that the last time,
but this time really is the last time.

I know you probably don’t know me,
Yeah, I’m really not trying to.
but I always have my eye on you.
Just wanna let you know I’m proud of you.
Most people call me the world,
but I like to go by reality.
And the reason you do all that shit
to your body’s because you supposedly mad at me.
I love it how you only think about you
and the shit that go into your body.
I love how you’re better at feeding addiction
than giving your children a mommy.
Yeah, I love that shit.
Welcome to the world!
This what you wanting, I’m guessing.
You do what you wanna do, get what
I give you, but you don’t get none of your blessings?

400 years of oppression.
I made the Africans suffer one after another.
I made the storm in New Orleans, I gave them
Katrina, all you heard was crackling thunder.
I sold crack to your mother!
Remember back when I let Hitler round up all the Jews?
If I let all of that happen back then,
do you really think I give a fuck about you?!
Huh?!

I love it how you blame the world
for all of your problems.
I thank you for putting your personal
struggle ahead of your daughter’s.
So I brought her with me.
Right in front of you, I want you to witness.
All she wanted was your love and attention.
All you gave her was your fucking addiction!

Now you’re ’bout to see me unload the weapon.
First, I gotta cock it back.
What the fuck?
Get the fuck back, I don’t want you to try to
come save her ’cause you’re not capable of that.
Look at how you react,
like you “love” her and shit.
Like you don’t choose getting a fix over
giving your daughter a mother and shit.

You don’t know how much I love her.
I try to get better and I do as much as I can!
I know you love her, but once you give
her to the world, it might just put a gun to her head!
I won’t give up on her, please!
Don’t hurt my daughter, I love her,
Just give her a chance.
You can’t ask the world for a chance!
What the fuck is wrong with you?

You gotta make a decision.
Either you choose to be present or choose your addiction.
I didn’t choose it, it chose me.
You say that you love her, then show me.
See, every parent with addiction is a child
getting whatever the world gives ’em!
You wanna protect her?
You gotta do better.

Run away again.
I can’t keep running from the world,
and I know I said that the last time,
but this time really is the last time.
If I walk away, there’s so much to lose,
so much to face and forsake.
And I know I said that the last time,
but this time really is the last time.